Scene 1
"....he told me he wanted to get to know me better. he was a friend of a friend, and we were in the same lecture, so there's no harm. thus, i gave him my number when he asked for it, and he rushed out of the theatre. that night, he msged me and so it began. i was smitten by him. athletic and good-looking, he's a good catch. days passed by and we got more friendlier by the day. i'd see him outside the lecture theatres or we'd study in a big group at the library. because he was a repeat student, he asked for my help in studies. so without hesitation i proceeded to give him project stuff, lecture notes, exam tips, etc. when i was down and out, i'd turn to him and he comforted me.

...sch term ended and we drifted apart. soon, i found out about his gf. ....i felt like i was used. like, maybe he got close to me only to get me to help him in his studies? that, i do not know, and i nvr found out.

....saw him at work yesterday. ....memories came rushing back. how he treated me. his sweet words. how he actually made me think that he was single, and that we were actually going somewhere. eventually i found out he was going through a rough patch with his gf during the time he got to know me."

we still chat on msn sometimes tho, but it was rare.

Scene 2
"....he asked for my number thru my cashier colleague, on the 2nd last day of the expo sale. what started as "hi" and "bye" turned out to be a long series of sms-es every day and night. ....we'd chat on msn for days on end, and sometimes i even woke up early in the morning to go online to see if he was there. if he wasn't i'd fall back to sleep with my computer on. ....we were still working for robinsons, just at different outlets. i was at centrepoint, he was at raffles city. on off days, i'll go down to raffles city to just meet him and just chatted while he was working.

....he'll encourage me in my studies, when i was stressed and out. ....liked the da vinci code, so i actually took the effort to buy him the book and send it to his house by registered postage. boy, was i rich at that time.

....was supposed to meet him at tamp int one day, but he stood me up. i msged him but he replied only hours later. i was devastated. i actually wanted to pass him the stuffs i bought for him from my holiday trip.. thinking back, he stood me up on xmas day too. when i had his gift wrapped in a silver box with purple ribbons.

and then like out of the blue, i found out about his gf, through his blog. and all this while i didn't know.."

i still get bday wishes from him without fail.


like waddefuck?
is this karma? like wad happened to me and bf?

does that mean im like Leeyan Masliana?

NO.
unlike her, i dun do funny stuff with other girls' bfs.
unlike her, i dun kiss, hold hands or even touch other girls' bf.
unlike her, i dun say "i love you" to them especially during a short period of time knowing them.

i'm nothing like masliana.

I'M MUCH BETTER.